Friday, April 02, 2010
today my friend is saying goodbye
to her beloved husband. A freak accident on 3/12 which left him with a closed head injury. Labs tonight have shown a shutting down of all systems. I have been at the hospital with them on and off all week. I couldn't imagine what she is going through now. I cannot stop crying. I cannot understand all of you that have faith. My heart seriously hurts tonight, just like when I lost my dad. Life can be so unfair. In these instances, I have no grace. I'm pissed. I'm mad. I'm so sad and confused. I know it isn't about me, but this is overwhelming tonight. How will she head home to their new house? How do you put your feet on the ground again? Such amazing, wonderful people. Such horrific circumstances. I'm just spinning here. I feel so sick.
at 7:31 PM