Worry

I'm worried about Ivy. she is always so tired. I have a doctor's appt scheduled for her for next week. My stomach hurts thinking about it and I am having trouble sleeping. so many things going on, good things, and stressful things.

We found out today that she got into the school we really wanted her at for fall. I'm excited and scared at the same time. What if this isn't the answer we are looking for. What if she still has trouble? I know that these are all a lot of what ifs, but they are on my mind tonight.

I'm thinking that maybe the stress of the past few weeks has started to catch up to me. Nana dying, the kids all being sick, Chris out of town and continual upgrades to the house, trying once again to finish up my dad's estate. Friends of mine that are dealing with very serious issues of their own.

I'm definitely out of sorts lately. I haven't been able to concentrate on reading in so long. Finishing a book has become a huge feat lately and I haven't really been enjoying reading anything. I've been liking the books on CD, which make me feel read to and nurtured. I think that we all need a little more nurturing here and there. I'm going to need pronexin with all of this stress.

My stomach hurts. I miss my dad. I'm thinking that I need to check the calendar as this all might be pms. Crying always reminds me that there may be something biological going on. Ramble, ramble, ramble.