I miss my wife."
My brother made me a cd of Elton John songs. One way that I can judge my mental state of dealing with things is how I deal with sad songs. Although I know I am feeling better, very tired with the upped dose of medicine, the words above tear my heart. I feel my stomach catch and my eyes water.
Better, but still not coping to the best of my ability. But, most importantly, better.
The above lyrics are from Rocket Man.